Years of laughs, smiles and tears,
I never knew our friendship had fears.
Our differences were never discussed,
I guess we just couldn't be fussed.
But now I know how much you meant,
Because in my heart you've left a dent.
Now I know I should have tried,
To keep you closer to my side.
Up and down our friendship sailed,
Who could have known that it would fail?
You've cut me deep and now I bleed,
You're not a want in my life, you're a need.
Please stop this pain that fills me inside,
Don't tell me our friendship's officially died.
I'll be waiting for you day in and day out,
Just give me a call, a yell or a shout.
I will ru
You cried out in the storm and I heard you.
I cried out your name, then I fell.
What is this road I have taken?
Why is my will gone?
Your name was on my soul, in my heart.
While my name died, then fell apart.
I need to see you again.
Be with you again.
What do you say when there is nothing to say?
What do you do when nothing's being done?
Life changes, makes you, I want it to stop.
I want to run life, dont know how.
Kill you!
Screw you, stupid head.
It's not fair, I want to dissapear, be gone, not care but i do.
And I'm here once again.
Nothings changed, i've gone round in a circle.
Bla Bla Bla, I want him so bad.
I've never felt like this before.
I lust after him, but deep down, i think i love him to.
The world can go get screwed if it's gunna do anything!
I want me back, i want myself.
We are what our name is.
Mine has no meaning, I do not belong.
I don't want help, don'
Fuck you
Fuck you and your morals and your food
Fuck your world and your games
Fuck the voices in my head
and Fuck this crap you call happiness
I want to be me, I don't need you telling me who to be.
I can't believe I believed your lies and let you hurt me so,
You promised you were full of truth and would never let me go.
But now i hear you've gone and done it with a fuckin' whore,
So now i don't want to know you, i don't need you any more.
I should have known better than to have YOU by my side,
But I wanted you with me to be a comfort when i cried.
Now you've gone and done it, it's hurt me and my friends,
No matter what your excuse is, we will never make ammends.
This time you have gone too far, and soon you will see,
What you are missing out on now that you don't have me.
I need you to know that I love and care, and that i always will,
When others have come and gone, I promise I'll be here still.
We have climbed many mountains, and swam through many a stream,
Butr no matter what we've conqured, we did it as a team.
So as you go through troubled time, I must pull you aside,
To remind you how much you mean to me, and together we will survive!
I'm quite surprised at how my love has grown,
we've been apart so long, i never would have known.
It seems so strange for these feelings so strong,
to have lasted distance and time, so long.
I hope you feel the same, although i'm not quite sure,
So feel free anytime to fill me in some more.
I know you flirt with me, and this you can't deny
This is what gives me hope, that one day we might try.
To make 'us' work, i know we would, if only you could see,
God has made you perfectly, to go hand in hand with me.
Sitting in my room looking at the phone
I know you'll never call me but i can't stand to be alone
Your face is in my mirror, your voice is in my head
You have stained me to the core with the words that you've said
I know you ment tomorrow but tommorow never came
I think i've finally worked you out, now im gunna stop playing this stupid game
I won't wait any longer for you to come back to me
I'm gunna let it go now, I'm gunna learn to be free
You told me forever
but you lied
You told me forever
Our love would never die
I suppose you think you're clever
leaving me undone
I'm the one who's clever
My freedom has been won
I know i
It seems like forever since our last touch,
It seems like forever, I miss you so much.
I wish there were words to describe how i feel,
I wish there was a way to make this pain heal.
The memories of you go around in my head,
The memories of you only remind me, you're dead.
We were so close, but now we're torn apart,
We were so close, in mind spirit and heart.
Why God did you let it happen this way?
Why God did you make me be the one to stay?
why do i feel like this
so secure in us
so insecure in myself
i feel i dont really belong
to u
to this world
to myself
where am i
who have i become?
i stare into the moirror and im not sure anymore
i remember a time long ago when i knew
who i was what i wanted and where i was going
I remember a time full of happiness
alone
in my room
with a razor
but time has changed
im all grow up
maybe next time there will be a happy ending
what does it mean
why do I care
you can have all my freedom
ill still be free
you can release me
i'll still be bound
my passion has gone
i'm left standing alone with no where to run
no one can hear my cry
i'm still alive but dead inside
will you ever rescue me
forgive me
love me once again like you did before
why have I left you
you never left me
there is no where to hide
no way to block your words
but I cannot hear you
will not
choose to ignore
how long will it take for me to understand
until I realise
remember
want you again
i hope it's not too long
but then again
i know what I'll miss
what I must do
give up
lo
I am found,
Yet I am so lost.
I can see,
But I'm in the dark.
I was hurt,
But the pain never came,
I was waiting,
For only a dream.
I am the voice,
In the back of your head,
I am the face,
With no tears shed.
I am the outcry,
Echoing throughout the sky,
Coming to no end it seems,
Looking only to redeem.
I am the lost,
But I am found,
I am the soul,
Waiting to drown.
Being held down,
Waiting to drown,
In the vise grip,
Of the one I love.,
Who apparently thought,
I wasn't enough.
I am the voice,
In the back of your head,
I am the face,
With no tears shed.
I am the outcry,
Echoing throughout the sky,
Coming to no
Broken heart
Broken mind
Shattered pieces
Left behind
Hidden scars
Splintered grace
Sorrow mars
A pretty face
Crimson vision
Fading light
Darkness falls
Forever night
Broken heart
Broken mind
Empty shell
Left to find
An angel came to see me
Her feathered wings spread wide
She gently brushed my cheeks
And rubbed the tears away
As I looked into her face
That glowed with love and kindness
Her eyes misted with pity
for she saw the misery that lived inside
But even the angel could do nothing
For the melancholy of loss
So she took my hand
And filled it with some angel dust
To help ease the pain
And said goodbye dear one
Until we meet again…
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For anyone that is interested, our engagement party went really well!! we had a great time and watched Pirates of the Carribean! It was great. the only bad thing is that Blacky didn't come :cry: we really missed not having him there!! I cant wait till the wedding. The date for the wedding is July first at the moment. I went and put my dress on lay by last month it's sooo, beautiful! i cant wait to show you all photos once we get married!
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Well first, before I tell you, work has been really stressing me out lately, trying to make me drop shifts etc. but on top of that I hurt my shoulder while at work and am receiving no sympathy from work on that either.
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